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I'm tired of fighting
I'm tired of getting hurt
Is that really such a bad thing?

I'm tired of running to someone for shelter
Only to get broken again.
When all I wanted was to be loved

I'm sorry I don't please you
I'm sorry I'm not good enough
And I'm especially sorry that you can't see the good in me

I am a good person
Deep on the inside
It's just hidden behind the dark exterior

I wish you could see it
But I hide it too well
And never let anyone in

Honestly, it embarrasses me
I'm such a tsundere
I think you would be scared of it

It is scary
All soft and mushy
So different from what you've seen

Instead I just keep me inside
That way you won't run
Even if it means you will hate me

So next time you start to curse me
Call me “coldblooded” “ruthless”
Just remember, I'm not really this way